For the love of bullet points …
- I do not like not knowing how to do makeup.
- I do not like this side of me.
- I do not like knowing where every scar came from.
- I do not like looking myself in the eye. The mirror magnifies.
- I do not like the way hair grows on my body.
- The way it makes me feel like a man.
- A man trying to make it as a woman.
- How black and coarse the hair is.
- I do not like how it grows on my toes.
- It’s gross.
- I do not like my “below the waist” self.
- It is physically exhausting to carry some days.
- I despise my spider veins.
- I do not like how my stomach bulges out every single time I eat anything at all.
- I do not like how when I try to suck it in, it’s painful and obvious.
- I do not like feeling as if I look pregnant after I eat, when I’ve never had sex.
- I do not like the life long struggle of having acne.
- Seriously, it’s old and tired.
- I do not like being tired!
- I do not like that I am 32 and in my first relationship.
- I do not like feeling this way when my boyfriend tells me I am pretty.
- I do not like keeping all of this inside …